While greatness is going on outside...today I am inside feeling totally bummed.
Impatient is more like it...this is the biggest waiting game I have ever played and I am not even half way there!
N.S.T (non stress test) however, I feel stressed when 2 hours of testing turns into 4, I know this will get better as the babies get bigger. 2 times a day EVERYDAY...Preparing for parenthood--can you really prepare? I think the answer to this is no...but I would love a Target supply person to bring me the baby section so I can touch and feel things to make a registry! That would help me feel "prepared"
Amazing and Strong...that is what Karimah said to me today, when I told her I was feeling selfish and sad...thanks Karimah :)
Time passing by...I have never watched a clock more than I have in here. It certainly doesn't help that there are large school clocks everywhere. I feel like I can't wait for the hours to pass...however I have NO WHERE else to be but here
Internet access...without this I would have probably ran away by now! It is my OUTLET to the world, the who, the what, the where! I am not a big telephone person...email is my joy! And of course without Internet you wouldn't be reading this!
Everett---my guy...I wouldn't be able to do this without him by my side each night! Every MoMo momma needs a guy like him :)
Nana's home cooked meals...a nice break up to the "room service" offered here. The beef stew with dumplings last night was amazing!
Twins...the joy at the end of this test of "patience" See you soon Lily & McKenzie :)
-The MoMo Momma